Saturday, May 10, 2014

Deepest.

I know he can feels it. He knows something is going on. He can sense that im different.
I choose not to say because I myself is also unsure of what i am feeling it right now.

I always think that i am not independent enough, but after going oversea alone, I know i can do it.
Being independent also let me realize what i really want. What i don't have now is courage.
I don't have the courage to give up everything that i have now to pursuit what i really want, what i really want my life to be.

I love freedom, I love fun. 
And i know what i am doing, I know my limit. 
What I'm doing now is not wrong, but being with someone like him and i still behaves like this is wrong.
Because people judge, and I feel affected. 

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