Sunday, June 25, 2017

I know deep in my heart i still think of him.
But I really need to treat myself better and I have to move on.
The feeling i had with him, definitely will be different. And i cant find anybody that makes me have "comfortable" feeling i felt for him.
I do know couple break and patch... That's the reason why i didn't leave him as i don't want this "break & patch" thing to happen.
I can't imagine my future with him now, because i really cant look back anymore.
I only want to focus on myself and move on from here.
After all the things he put me through, I am mentally drain.
I have always been good to others, think for others, do what they wanted the most.
I really gain nothing but hurt.
Now I have to make this choice, i have to leave him to seek for my happiness. I just want to be happy, don't have any problem, and worry about other things, those carefree days, single life...
Let Time Heal me, everyone deserve to be happy, i deserve it too.

Saturday, June 24, 2017

At times my heart is feeling empty. Even when i am with my friends. But i know this is the right decision.

I can't look back, I have to move forward... Happiness is jus right infront...

Wednesday, June 21, 2017

I am clearer than before... I don't want to look back, and I feel so much better now.

Thursday, June 8, 2017

Ed Sheeran - Happier


Walking down 29th and park
I saw you in another’s arms
Only a month we’ve been apart
You look happier

Saw you walk inside a bar
He said something to make you laugh
I saw that both your smiles were twice as wide as ours
Yeah you look happier, you do

Ain’t nobody hurt you like I hurt you
But ain’t nobody love you like I do
Promise that I will not take it personal baby
If you’re moving on with someone new

Cause baby you look happier, you do
My friends told me one day I’ll feel it too
And until then I’ll smile to hide the truth
But I know I was happier with you

Sat in the corner of the room
Everything’s reminding me of you
Nursing an empty bottle and telling myself you’re happier
Aren’t you?

Ain’t nobody hurt you like I hurt you
But ain’t nobody need you like I do
I know that there’s others that deserve you
But my darling I am still in love with you

But I guess you look happier, you do
My friends told me one day I’ll feel it too
I could try to smile to hide the truth
But I know I was happier with you

Baby you look happier, you do
I knew one day you’d fall for someone new
But if he breaks your heart like lovers do
Just know that I’ll be waiting here for you

ED SHEERAN - Perfect


I found a love for me
Darling just dive right in, and follow my lead
Well I found a girl, beautiful and sweet 
I never knew you were the someone waiting for me

Cause we were just kids when we fell in love
Not knowing what it was, I will not give you up this time
But darling just kiss me slow, your heart is all I own
And in your eyes you’re holding mine

Baby I’m dancing in the dark, with you between my arms
Barefoot on the grass, listening to our favourite song
When you said you looked a mess, I whispered underneath my breath
But you heard it, darling you look perfect tonight

Well I found a woman, stronger than anyone I know 
She shares my dreams, I hope that someday I’ll share her home
I found a love, to carry more than just my secrets
To carry love, to carry children of our own 
We are still kids, but we’re so in love, fighting against all odds
I know we’ll be alright this time
Darling just hold my hand, be my girl, I’ll be your man
I see my future in your eyes

Baby I’m dancing in the dark, with you between my arms
Barefoot on the grass, listening to our favourite song
When I saw you in that dress, looking so beautiful
I don’t deserve this, darling you look perfect tonight

Baby I’m dancing in the dark, with you between my arms
Barefoot on the grass, listening to our favourite song
I have faith in what I see
Now I know I have met an angel in person
And she looks perfect, no I don’t deserve this
You look perfect tonight

Saturday, June 3, 2017

真的好累。心厌倦了。